saebr [#59]
yeah that's fucking crazy. that must be pretty traumatic. i remember i almost died when i was like 6-7 from drowning in a pool that's probably one of my most prominent memories. how much of early childhood are we talking? because i don't remember much either, maybe like 5 standout memories from age 9 and below so if we're speaking that range i have to be in the lower end as well. also, not really too related but i wanna throw it in because i've been noticing more recently but i have TERRIBLE time recollection. things that happened a year ago, i may think happen like three years ago. or if i think something happened like five years ago it happened maybe a year ago. people keep correcting me on this it's crazy how many times it has happened. i think it's due to covid
sensory deprivation tanks
no ngl that's kind of an obscure analogy idk what it feels like to be in one 😭
thats fucked tho. i was hoping it was a little more recent. i've been getting more interested about people's near death experiences / hard drugs and usually they try and describe their version heaven. just wanted to see if you had a story like that to tell :)
Yeah sorry I don't really remember the details of it because I was so young. It happened due to a severe asthma attack I had back then. I still don't really appreciate the gravity of the situation. My parents were infinitely more stressed about it than I was. According to them, I was quite calm and tranquil before it happened which was so confusing, and I got really lucky because the doctors moved me from the ward to the intensive care unit just before it happened. If they didn't, I would have come out of that with at least some brain damage, if it didn't kill me. It seems so surreal. I talk about it like it happened to someone else because I still can't fathom that I went through that. Anyways, it's an interesting story that I can use as an icebreaker if I need to. Other than my health conditions, I'm a very boring person 😅
To answer your questions about my childhood; after my asthma attack, I can remember hundreds of memories between the ages of 4 and 10. However, I can only remember around 10 or 15 individual specific memories from ages 4 and below. Ik most people don't tend to remember ages 1-3 anyways, but it's still so strange that from the moment after I woke up, I can recall so many memories but almost none from before. Idk though, it might just be coincidence. But yeah my long term memory is very strong, as many people around me irl have confirmed over and over again. It's so good that I often find myself correcting my parents and older brother about things that happened when I was younger, and I constantly reminisce about times where certain experiences I gave had when I was older have reminded me of things that happened when i was much younger from like a decade ago.