I'm done and depressive

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kbkdark

BR teams didn't learn nothing after all this international losses
I'm done about another BR teams that (Just LOUD), but still have 0% confidance even in LOUD

We're a joke, RIP
You won EMEA and NA, You have what you want... we're ashamed of our region and I'm depressed af rn (btw, should I kill myself?)

BRs, do not talk about FURIA cause we're gonna lose again, no matter what we do, they still gonna take HS through smoke and from running shots

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bro said btw 💀

fr tho you don't realize your own value, stay strong brother

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kbkdark

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got it, thank you for your opinion

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IT IS A VIDEO GAME

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bro 💀 both of u guys have 1 team each in uppers, technically ur tied as no teams are out yet

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Hard bait

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'You won EMEA and NA' u mean KRU bro

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kbkdark

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Nope... EMEA and NA are the one who most diss and write trash talk about brazilians, especially about that fucking death threats of the 14yo twitter users that don't even know how to clean themselves without mommy's help, after pooping

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bro chill you guys just lost it's okay lmao

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Stop taking this game seriously, it's not worth it

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gtngodyorukingdestruction

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jkkkkkk are you depressed because of fairy shooting game?

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idc if it’s a joke, talking about suicide like that is weird as hell

edit: i found out it’s not a joke, i apologize for the harsh response

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kbkdark

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not a joke... everything in my life sucks

You can even search in my posts history that I was 1~2 months away from every "social media" (this ones count too) that I already was depressed...
Everything that gives me a little bit of joy always drags me down after some time

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exlirr

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Did u consider therapy? Like real psychological help

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kbkdark

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I'm already on it

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avepalto

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if you really need help hit my DMs and we could talk :)

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Shidoh

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i got you my bro, i've been there and i know how things like that can affect someone who's already in a bad place. try to relax, go watch smth, your mental state cannot depend on esports results

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first of all you can call your local suicide helpline as they can prolly help you more there than anyone here

But personally, I would tell you to please get off forums, if ur depressed this is not the place to be
Keep trying out new things, talk to ur family and friends more often
Go to the gym
Distract yourself or focus on idk ur job/studies?

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Shidoh

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it's easier said than done. some people do some specific things to escape from real life. it's valorant competitive in his case apparently

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kbkdark

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As I read from your #33 reply, and as you already got the same as me, you totally got it bro

Maybe I need to find something else to get my hopes on? What do you suggest me?

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eu tento guiar minha vida com meus estudos. acho q vc precisa de um objetivo na vida. hobbies são legais pra distrair e esquecer de problemas, mas se vc n tem progresso no seu objetivo de vida, vai acabar se frustrando e amargurando. acho que começa por definir um objetivo, e isso só você pode fazer.
além disso, ficar na zona de conforto é receita perfeita pro desastre. começa uma academia ou a correr, mas sai dessa zona. exercício físico, no geral, te dá motivação pra todas as outras coisas.

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valeu mano... vc me ajudou bastante, vou focar nos estudos a partir de agr, já que eu vou começar a faculdade de arquitetura do 0 (fazia Eng. de Prod. mas droppei pq eu n tava curtindo nada) e vou tentar me guiar pra ter um objetivo

Desde 2018 eu desenvolvi compulsão alimentar e engordei mais de 35kg em 4 anos, e já fiquei nesses altos e baixos de depressão algumas vezes desde então... sobre fazer algum exercício, jogo futebol toda semana praticamente, mas acho que vou tentar começar uma academia ou alguma arte marcial (Penso em Muay Thai, Kick-boxing ou Taekwondo), dizem que é muito bom pra disciplina e concentração então acredito que pode ajudar

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Bro chill, it's just a game... I didn't read your story but I recommend you leave your house a bit if you don't, if it's because you don't have friends look for some activity. I used to be very antisocial and thanks to the fact that I got into university I have made very good friends

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See, everyone is being nice to you on this one. You need to understand the context of things, once a situation is serious people is good here and can help you

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avepalto

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You have a chance of winning tomorrow! let's have good sportmanship whatever the results are

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elayaCL

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Man, it's just a game so don't take it that serious.
Hope you're doing good outside that.

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I've been in therapy, and trust me, it's hard to give the first step but it's a win/win decision. I encourage people to do this kind of things. Idk if it's common there, because here people usually didn't gave the attention to mental health. Gladly now people has been more open to it.

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kbkdark

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Thank you manito, I'll try to advance more on my appointments

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trola

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bro, i know its hard to accept the lose of your favorite team but dont ever say kms easily like that, as a joke or not

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If ur that depressed because of esports and about something you can't change u better touch grass for at least 1 month. Just take a break.

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Shidoh

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depression is never about only one thing bro. there's something called trigger

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AdS

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Mb some ppl just be sad 1 sec and say they are depressed. I thought he was just depressed cuz of Brazilian scene. If it is the accumulation of things ok then seek help. Dont kys. No one wants that

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Ik it’s probably bait but on the off chance that it isn’t and you’re being serious, please don’t kill yourself. There’s so much more to life than this one VCT match. It gets better dude.

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WinterZ20

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Wow. That must really suck. I hope your life improves from here on out and that you find a way out of the deep dark pit that is depression. Just ignore everything I said before the first comma.

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kbkdark

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hope so

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try to not too "love" ur team or ur region

also, losing is the best way to learning

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ZacK597

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don´t feel that bad man, my region (lan) is worse <3

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LAS too <3

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avepalto

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bruh

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why are you depressed it's trembo's fault for over hyping as always KRU was always better the all brazilian teams except for LOUD and even that is questionable rn

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number1_MIBR_hater

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leave vlr.gg and seek therapy pls

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kbkdark

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Already do it

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Furia doing pretty well atm other than Loud and VK should just restructure around Heat and Mwzera

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kbkdark

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It was my hope... but lose all my hype about Valorant esports
Thought that it was gonna be different from CS that only fucking EMEA and sometimes NA win this shit and more regions wins it

But I see that gonna still the same

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brother get professional help and leave val for a bit it can be really frustrating leave it be. Hopefully all goes well for u, get better hoss

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HaSanity

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Seek Allah, you need guidance in your life.

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Shidoh

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worst message you could've sent
imagine telling a western guy to "seek allah" when he's suicidal

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HaSanity

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I meant it in the most sincere way possible. I’ve linked a video that can convey my thoughts better myself. I’m sorry if it comes off as insensitive, but don’t lose hope, He is there for you. @kbkdark

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it's not insensitive, just a lack of notion ig? it means nothing telling a western guy to seek allah. it's like a chinese telling you to seek Buddha when you are about to kill yourself. if it was a turkish guy, maybe, but just maybe

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stop

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HaSanity

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https://youtu.be/ijG3X6y_Zmk

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kbkdark

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I got your point man... don't worry

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Im sorry you feel that way.

Dont give up tho, the valorant scene and meta is always changing and as we've seen from previous tournaments, underdogs always have a chance to outperform expectations

Just keep supporting your region and up and coming talent, and look forward to good games!

And on the note of taking ur own life, please don't. Please try to find someone to talk to if you can, or just get off the internet and go for a run or take some time for urself <3 stay safe

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Brazilian teams KEKW

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There is a guy talking about suicide and your focus is on that.

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elayaCL

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NA brain, people there don't care about mental health

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nutab1e

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we are hyper aware of it but we just medicate we don't support each other :(

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elayaCL

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that's sad to read :/

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a furia vai AMASSAR eles rlx

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É triste, mas só nos resta ter fé irmão 🙏

Não perca as esperanças, pois ainda não acabou para nenhum time Br!

Vamo! Quem ta triste não ta mais!

https://twitter.com/TodasextaFNX/status/1555531566708772864

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these posts should be deleted

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aTastyCook1e

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Vai se tratar e sai desse site cara.
Se vc n está baitando, aqui definitivamente só vai piorar sua situação.

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Even vlr users are worried about you, seek for help and talk about it to anyone you trust. Literally anyone you know irl. Lots of love and support, I've been there and with lot of work and help I can say I live a happy life now.

Ps. Fuck Sentinels

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For everyone who tried to help me, I really appreciate... it shows we still have good people around here
Don't worry about me, I'll just take a little break for today to see if can out of this sadness

I'm really thankful for your help

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love you man, you can always cheer for the winner teams

i was acend fan yesterday now i don't give a fuck, i am M3C supporter now. if they also fail i will support someone else. just here to have fun and support the winner teams so i can feel good after they win tournaments

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lmao the VK flair

this guy really thought VK stood any chance

KRU players become gods against Brazil, you can't commit a single mistake. And VK commited a lot.

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Br and Korean teams in the same boat . Top heavy and carried by loud and drx...

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I rooted for KRU against Guild, but they're good only against Brazil teams, they give their soul against Brazil, and become bots against EMEA and NA

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nvm

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He is being serious.. read #18

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Omg I hope he gets better

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caut1on

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We know that feeling LUL

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Hey man

In the end this shit is a video game. It's all banter on this forum.

As a KR fan i understand how you feel.

but your region will shine soon dont worry! you have the goat mwzera on your side!

i remember feeling really anxious when drx lost vs optic at iceland - but its ok. take a break, take a breather. it will go away soon :)

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kbkdark

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thanks man... I really appreciate

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archetype

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u know what, pm me ur discord, let's be friends!

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kbkdark

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kay

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kapaz

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know that feel, I'm a G2 fan

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I was Serbian G2 fan, I loved Aleksib but he left G2 and I'm EDG Fan Now.
My New Name Is Méng qí·D·lù fēi (猴子 d 路飞),
我来自China，我最喜欢的球队是 Edward Gaming
You Can Support EDG Like Me Come Join Us

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when mixwell retires we talk

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Who asked

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kbkdark

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OK... now you got me some laughts, but I laught respectfully
Thank you

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Don't worry brother furia will dominate

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Hopium... but thank you for your support