I will answer anything other than revealing private infor.ation likr face, name, ip, etc..
Nope, they want me to persue the second option but the pressure is just too much at times. Sometimes i think this world is fakr or i am living in a game and the only way out is by killing myself. There are time where i just want to seperate myself from this cruel world and meditate. My grandfather said there is a god in mt.kailash so my goal was to just hike it and beg the god for forgiveness and also the meaning of life