I do cause it makes me happy. If I’m wrong… so what? Won’t affect me! So I’d rather live my life to the fullest but also not dread the end!
The ones close to you will always be with you, no matter if you want them to or not. The way you act and think has been influenced by those closest to you. They will always be apart of you. (I chose to believe that I will see them again, but also make sure to value the time I have with them in this world!)