I used to be like you, my whole life revolved around playing valorant and watching VCT with braindead streamers like Shanks. I used to be on vlr.gg every waking moment, I was obsessed and addicted. Then one day I realised I need to lock tf in. It was hard but I quit valorant and watching streamers on twitch. I have a job now that I love, I eat healthy have good friends and life is just good overall.
Trust me guys don't treat these streamers are gods, spending money and gifiting subs to just get their attention. I've been there, it's not sustainable, get a life.
TL;DR
Quit Valo and watching streams on twitch, get a job and find an actual hobby. Don't put these streamers on a pedestal.