Man I feel the same as you except from one thing
I actually managed to peak immortal 3 times, 1st one was hype and I had so much fun playing the game
2nd one not so much fun, just a lot of grind
And 3rd one, was kinda sad, got there solo q but I just don’t enjoy the game, stopped being fun so I went back to cs where I’m having more fun
So basically , as long as you having fun, don’t feel pressured to change something, just enjoy it man
Grinding rank without a reason is not worth it at all.. it only is if you want to try your shot at pro play