Idk why but i feel a really strong urge to see this guy failed and being in a miserable state, praying for his downfall tonight!!
This is called as jealousy as you cant be like boaster as he is cheerful,positive and has clout(also a successful gf) to have a career after retirement.You think he is a mid player or ass player by mechanics and is still successful to be inT1
It is Human nature to feel that he is undeserving
When you stop caring about others and enjoy the game you will grow
Hope you mentally grow