Today I broke my second gaming mouse bc I get too much tilted from me underperforming. I also broke my headsets. I uninstalled and installed the game more than 3 times. Should I stop playing like forever?
Get a punching bag as a short term solution. Long term solution is to work on your tilting/anger. Deep breathing and meditation will help. The more you tilt, the worse you perform, the more you tilt. Its an infinite loop. When you get tilted work on resisting that immediate urge to throw something. The urge is overwhelmingly strong at first but diminishes rather quickly. Also just take a break from the game, it doesn't sound like your having fun.