Hey catNmouse.
I'm not banned, just going through a bunch of irl issues.
In hindsight I probably shouldn't've blanked out my profile—originally I did the same thing on Discord, but reverted it about a week and a half later. All I was really trying to convey with that is that I wasn't online/available/whatever.
Don't wanna vent too much because this is a public forum and I want to keep my privacy (also I don't really want to have people feel sorry for me because all it does is make both parties more upset). So all I'll say is that I've lost a couple crucial people in my life and it's been awful, but I'm slowly getting into the new routine and I think I'm in a better headspace now.
Edit: goddamnit I shouldn't've replied to the original thread, now everyone's gonna open this and read the original thing you wrote and think something happened and not actually see this post