Another pill as I start to spiral, message to NaVi I don't even deserve the "fan" title. I know i wasn't there for your first masters win, didn't root for you to win, missed your first game as a team. Sorry that I chose optic and put 'em above you (in 2022). Suygetsu, sorry but you have fallen off and I miss the old da- wait Ange1 you seem to look like you again but sorry I have lost faith in you. Zyppan, I'm sorry that I left you. Ardiss, I'm sorry I missed you in 2023. I wanted to see you perform well and see you win another title. Shao, I'm sorry I didn't get to be the fan I wanted to be to you, things I wanted to see you do. Sorry, I gave up on you, but im just so defeated. God, what the fuck do you wanted me to do?
I've been staring the at that video of Copenhagen finals almost daily of them lifting the trophy in hopes maybe that they will do it again. You had a second chance but you blew it and now it's seems like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality but I know you'll turn it around and win someday. But right now you've fallen further in this deep hole and farther in the ground that you sink. As your season ends
I feel tears all falling down on my cheeks.