I'm often playing ranked and swiftplay with a specific friend who is a female, but recently I've developed an affection towards her and it's really starting to impact my gameplay performance due to me having so many thoughts of her. Can you blame me for having such thoughts though? I can tell she is a very beautiful girl in real life based on the position of her text, her discord anime profile picture, and her virtual username. I'm looking to confess my love to her, and we both get in a serious edating relationship, but I want to take things slow, maybe buy her the matching cute ignite fan, then the new evori dreams bundle, and then start calling her silly names like "cupcake" and "pookie". Am I thinking too much into this?