why am i so bad?

bro, i am diamond 1, but all the matches i play i bottom frag, i miss every shot but somehow i still win 50% of my games, i hate it because even when i win i get mad, i never have fun playing this game still i play it every day, i think its because of my reaction time, my avarage reaction time is of 250ms, i feel like i die without even shooting people most of the time because they just kill me so fast.
thoughts?

real

get better

ur probably too old
my suggestion is decrease your age by 15 years and see where that gets you

Trust me when I say, it's not reaction time lol. Get a high rated player to review your gameplay or get one session of coaching.

off day gg go next

this will sound backwards but you just have to take your time even more

if your reaction time is actually shit you don’t have the luxury of blowing your load spraying and trying to kill them

aim slowly focus on precision and just tap them out in your first few bullets

reaction time isnt that important as long as its around or below 275

click heads

queue into ranked focusing only on frags
burn your util early, dont comm,
just try to stay calm and click heads