Everyday I stray from reality, it feels as though I'm losing myself. I don't know what is real or fake anymore. My parents hate each other, I'm not close with any of my siblings. I'm gaining weight, barely motivated to go to work. I have no friends. I listen to music all day on my computer and look at vlr.gg so I deepen my wounds by reading dogshit takes by people in my situation just with an iq of 10 so they are too delusional realize how fucked up their life is...
Actually, this is all past-tense. I found that one thing to bring my miserable life joy... It was the greatest piece of fiction made, Chainsaw Man by Tatsuki Fujimoto. Everything about it was perfection, the hilarious moments to lighten my mood, the distraught moments that made me cry, the cool moments to make me blush by being so hyped. The writing, art, fights, comedy... Everything was just, amazing. Please, Read Chainsaw Man and maybe you will be able to get out of your fucking chair for once you slobs.