nah big man if you can't have fun without drinking that's being a alcoholic i think its very cringe to kill your braincells and fuck up your health and possibly kill your self to have fun when all it takes is finding a healthy coping mechanism and maybe some fun hobbies like knitting video games(not multiplayer and comp centric) and this is the hard part but finding good friends/company that you can have fun with and that will help you be a better person if all this sounds hard to you i suggest therapy