I think he is crying because he knows what a disaster of a performance that was from him individually, as a leader and as a caller, doesnt seem to be able to handle criticism and hate well from what I have seen, seems like a very emotional guy and I remember him crying in a vlog from an old Fnatic bootcamp when they were doing badly, seems like a genuine nice and chill guy but these high pressure enviorements are not for him, to make it here you need to be broken inside, there is a reason why most top footballers have some sort of emotional trauma or have had a difficult life, he seems like he hasnt had many difficulties in life and he is very well protected by those around him, he is just too innocent for competition, you simply need to be an emotionless bastard that is broken inside and only thinks about destroying the competition to survive