I've accepted that I'm not good enough to reach Radiant so I end my journey in Plat 3. I've uninstalled Val and going back to League where I've spent 9 years of my life to grind for Challenger.
That also means I won't be in vlr.gg anymore as I'll be browsing LoL reddit mostly but will be here during Fnatic matches exclusively on the weekends.
Thank You for all the rants, discussions, battles about who is top 5 etc... see ya.