Hello everyone. I am an ordinary 14-year-old guy from Russia, and I will translate all the text in the translator. So I want to apologize for the mistakes I made .
I got acquainted with the game during the closed beta testing. This was my first experience in shooters. I liked this game very much, I was eager to play. I still remember how I could not rise to the rank of IRON 2. =)
Now, the game has become the meaning of my life. I gave up all my interests for her. I train every day for more than 4 hours a day. I watch games about players. I'm trying to get better. But I can't do it.
Now I am on the rank of gold 3. In the last act I was on plat2, and I already thought that I was starting to develop, and here is my way to a high level of the game. But I was very much mistaken. With the beginning of the new act, everything seemed to go awry. I started playing a lot worse, I just couldn't shoot my opponent.
I am in a very bad emotional state right now, every poorly played match is a very big blow for me. Sometimes it happened that I could cry because of my bad game. I really can't figure out what's going on. I've played over 600 matches (in solo).
I'm on the verge of giving up playing. Forget about this game. Nothing works. Every day, I'm getting worse and worse. I play every day. I train every day. I use KOVAK for 3 hours a day, I sit on the range for 1-2 hours a day.
I don't express my thoughts well. I just want to understand what to do if I play and train a lot, but I don't see any development. And sometimes I even play worse... Maybe it really isn't mine. Has anyone ever encountered this?...
You can view my profile on the tracker.
https://tracker.gg/valorant/profile/riot/Abram0v%23SOLO/