The negative stigma not only India but the rest of the world has toward mental health is fucking atrocious.
Please be mindful of what you say online. You never know how it affects someone. Moreover, check on your friends and family members. You never know what going on. If you ever see signs of depression/ self harm/suicidal thought within yourself or others- seek help / reach out to them and check on them. You are not a coward if you try to do so. Infact you are brave that you are coming to terms and facing your feelings. You are not alone.
Helpline numbers for India: Ministry of Social Justice & Empowerment has launched the 24x7 Toll-Free Mental Health Rehabilitation Helpline “KIRAN” (1800-500-0019)