I can't live without VLR. It's the only thing that keeps me going, the only thing that makes sense in this crazy world. I need it. I need to post on it. I need to feel the rush of adrenaline as I bait for engagement, the sense of accomplishment as I gain more stars. I need to feel like I belong, like I'm part of something bigger than myself. Without it, I am nothing.
I can't stand being away from the site for even a minute. My mind races, my heart pounds, my hands shake. I can't focus on anything else, can't think about anything else. I can't live without VLR. I need it. I need it like I need oxygen, like I need water.
I have tried to stop posting, but it's impossible. I have tried to limit myself, but it's no use. I need it.
I need to use it. I need to be on the site. I need to be part of the site. I need to be the site.
I can't stand the real world. It's too boring, too dull, too gray. It's not like the site. VLR is colorful, exciting, alive. The site is my home, my sanctuary, my refuge. I can't live without it. I need it.
I know that my addiction is crazy, that it's insane.
But I can't help it. I need it. I need VLR. It's the only thing that makes sense in this crazy world.
Without it, I am nothing. Without it, I am insane.
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