So uhh, this is a lie, i don't blame you since you aren't a non-native english speaker, so you wouldn't know but i here a Portuguese that speaks english because i like english videos, most games are default in english, and so is the internet. i learned enlgish (with an accent ofc like most of us non-natives) and now when i'm in english mode i think in english, not subconsciously speaking portuguese and translating it subconsciously to english, i speak and think sentences that can't really be translated, or that don't have the same meaning when translated, this and actually since i've transitioned more to english even though i still live in portugal i think in english all the time, however i never think in portuguese, i cant remember it, however i don't translate from english when i speak with my family in portuguese. so what is it thats happening? well ill tell u, you dont actually think BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING, you can be more or less careful about what you say and how u say it, but thats not you talking to urself in any language because that would take too long, its just you doing it, you dont need to speak to express yourself, to yourself, because you are you, so you dont need language to say "oh im gonna turn this corner" you are you so you just do it. I KNOW I'M YAPPING BUT THATS JUST SO STUPID, Pancada at least atm doesn't speak fluently as in he doesnt have the vocabulary nor the PRACTICE, the reps compared to a native enlgish speaker, which in a subconscious action reps are EVERYTHING, and i won't get into it rn just look it up if you dont already know it. What matters here is that i that have only spoken english for a few years can comm perfectly in valorant, Pancada needs more time to speak english. im sorry for yapping but i dont like this SLANDER for the non natives, shits crazy