Mjtchell
Flag: Qatar
Registered: July 8, 2021
Last post: November 12, 2024 at 12:53 AM
Posts: 5624
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This is a bigger tragedy than the patch number

posted 1 week ago

What happened to wardell jfc

posted 1 month ago

Make Freeing Sentinel and Meteor Controller and you're golden

posted 1 month ago

TenZ, Relyks, mitch, vice, and shinobi

posted 2 months ago

Unicorns of Love, I had 100T flair on for most the season

posted 2 months ago

It wasn't terrible pre-VCT, but it's been broken since.

posted 2 months ago

Can we please fix the ranking page so League teams show ratings against each other. I'm tired of seeing the Ascension teams on top of the teams that actually play in the League.

posted 2 months ago

Recon Phantom - Bang

posted 3 months ago

Saw it coming, they only picked em up when they were super promising in hopes of participating in Tier 1. Seemed like a greedy move at the time, and clearly it was.

posted 3 months ago

Idc what it looks like (Looks cute and need more cute skins)
Just give me an upgradable outlaw skin please.
I have all upgradable skins everywhere except on that gun.

posted 4 months ago

I know last time Seoldam was pro he dropped the ball, but it looks like he's been back on the Jett and dominating
Is he back???

posted 5 months ago

Champions Finals would literally be Black Disciples vs Gangster Disciples, RITO ACT NOW
Host a LAN at Baba's Famous Lemonade

posted 5 months ago

100T imo have not missed with a jersey since the long sleeve polo

posted 5 months ago

Ope

posted 6 months ago

Mistic is straight catching strays what the hell

posted 6 months ago

Idk early on 100T fans were insufferable because they won First Strike.
I've been a silent fan since, but now that we've lost for however many fucking years I think people either stopped being fans or they've aged out of the maturity since it's been so long since we've seen success.
Just been humbled too damn much.

posted 6 months ago

It's almost like teams got a chance to actually play this split

posted 6 months ago

LOUD fans live to fuck up everyone's pickems

posted 6 months ago

Idk IMO I feel like KRU beat LOUD
Additionally if that's the case they also gotta beat SEN and G2.
Idk this is looking grim

posted 6 months ago

oh thats why, cuz hes washed

posted 7 months ago

Never will

posted 7 months ago

Still waiting for UOL to win Champs

posted 7 months ago

No story lines that could even build rn
Shits so boring, there's no excitement just heartbreak

posted 8 months ago

I have no clue who's good this year as I feel like there's just no material to work off of as well as there's little to no room for growth for some of these teams. This shit is rediculous

posted 8 months ago

Sounds like a panic attack to me. These VLR trolls are getting to him

posted 8 months ago

Your headshot percentage and KD are all pretty standard, but your KAST % is pretty low. I would say you're probably loading in already tilted and making impulsive decisions like peaking or swinging when it's not necessary. I assume once you make smarter decisions your KAST will go up because even with such a low KAST you are maintaining a 1 flat KD

posted 9 months ago

They're all very experienced players. I don't think he'll be the only person calling plays.

posted 10 months ago

This year was FNC era, and they choked the biggest tournament

posted 11 months ago

There goes EG’s funding

posted 11 months ago

No thanks <3
Also D0m0n1

posted 11 months ago

Bob was on one of the peak Soniqs variations. No doubt she'd be in contentions for some higher up tier 2 teams

posted 11 months ago

Can I go on the beef list

posted 11 months ago

Im in silver from radiant for the same reason rn. Get better soon

posted 11 months ago

I've been going 3 times a week and 4 if I need a pickmeup

posted about a year ago

Ambrosia then honeycrisp

posted about a year ago

Can someone answer to me if Russia is allowed to qualify as domestic for the Pacific region or if they will always be considered an import.

posted about a year ago

Imma need dat

posted about a year ago

To be completely honest it was on and off
I made my biggest progress when I was fasting intermittently (weight loss wise)
I realized I wasn't at a point where I should be cutting since I didnt really have any bulk to show off once the cut was over, and that's when I sorta ignored the weight loss at one point and just focused on the workout
I'm now currently trying to just make sure my meals are healthy-ish but most importantly make my meals high in protein so I can retain muscle, and also just overall be less hungry throughout the day

posted about a year ago

100% disagree
Gares was a strategic coach and they did well under him

posted about a year ago

100T
EG
KRU
TGRD(future G2)
SEN
LOUD
FUR
NRG
LEV
MIBR
C9

posted about a year ago

How you think I know?

posted about a year ago

First day not having gone to the gym in a year. :)

posted about a year ago

Get off VLR rn no lifer

posted about a year ago

Are we talking special editions included?

posted about a year ago

🥹🥹🥹

posted about a year ago

Omg i could look like Moatz???

posted about a year ago

DISCLAIMER

In this post, I will be talking about my body and that may or may not be triggering to others with similar insecurities. Anything I talk about in a bad light is only directed at myself and myself only. No matter what body you may have, your body deserves respect, love, kindness, and patience.

There's also going to be pictures of my body that people may or may not find uncomfortable given the amount of vulnerability I'm going to be attempting to show.

Course of Events

  • Around August of 2022, I was at the heaviest I have ever been. I had said I started at 230, but realistically It was about 236-237lbs (107.501kg). I was in probably one of the worst places of my life job-wise, and I could barely afford rent having to take a pay decrease after moving cities. I was working part-time and was at home just wasting my time doing nothing probably killing arteries with little to no physical activity. I made this post to change that since at the time this is one of the things that was more consistent. I quickly started dropping weight and within a month I dropped about 10-15lbs. With that sense of control, I quickly found a better higher paying job with more hours and quickly regained a sense of control again of my life, and now in a new city that I thouroughly enjoy.

Things I'm proud of

  • So since last year, I have dropped about 36 lbs. weighing in at 201 lbs. (about 91kg). My lowest point was 185lbs (84kg) in late March or early April losing about 50lbs. During this time I was able to see my collarbone, not be so ashamed of how bloated my ankles look, and I totally got rid of my love handles. I woke up every morning (or afternoon because night shift) and felt light and refreshed. Right now I have been bulking and I can now see my chest, back, and shoulders getting bigger and that is HUGE for me since I've never really had any sort of upper body that wasn't comprised of mostly fat. I feel absolutely and totally accomplished knowing I did this all by myself without a trainer and without any sort of guidance in the direction I was going. Even my mental health is gleaming as I feel confident in more revealing shirts, and I also feel like I can do most things much easier like pick something up off the ground or just be physically active for longer. Also, my face is skinnier than any point it has been in the last year, even than when I was at my lightest so it makes me feel like I'm still doing something right.

Things I felt were shortcomings

  • While I was dropping weight for months I felt I had no sense of tone. In June I decided I'd start bulking up and lifting heavier. Doing so though has made it so I have to eat more to gain and retain that muscle. Because of that, I've gained some more weight, some of it muscle, and some of it fat. I keep thinking that I am slowly reverting back to what I was, but I have to keep telling myself that those are the eating habits and thoughts I gained from cutting weight for wrestling at the young age of 14. It's really hard to get out of that mindset and I feel disappointed sometimes knowing that I made it my goal to get away from that and it still affects me to this day. I also have these thoughts that I gave myself a year and I should've accomplished more, and it's hard to remind myself that I accomplished what I did without guidance and without a schedule.

Things I'm going to change going into this next year

  • One thing I think could improve from my last year or so is that when lifting I felt like I wasn't gaining as much muscle as I could've. I did some research and it looks like maybe I need more full-on rest days so I'm gonna be cutting down to 3 days a week and I'm going to be making my workouts more intentional and focused. I'm also going to try to change from intermittent fasting (which worked very well for just straight-up weight loss) to a high protein, low carb diet. That way, it'll help me retain muscle as well as start to lean out a little and start to show more definition. I am excited for the next year and I've been enjoying the learning this has led me. Thanks to those of you who supported me, and I could give a shit about those of you who doubted me lmao.

Photos Before I started working out

Day the post was made
Wedding before the post was made
Chicago Pride 2022
Brewers Game with Grandma 2022

Photos at my lightest weight during the last year

Lightest weight of the year at 185lbs in Late March
Bike ride sunburn early April
Brewers Game with Grandma 2022

Outfits I was now comfortable wearing

Chicago June 2023
Chicago June 2023
Chicago June 2023

Current Photos

The 365th Workout
Where I stand currently
Back is getting bigger as well as shoulders and biceps
Specifically impressed by my shoulders because of my torn rotator cuffs
Not used to actually being able to see my collarbone
Regained my calf definite (please dont mind my gremlin toes)
I can wear sandals now that my ankles don’t look fat

posted about a year ago

Honestly, I just told myself I had to do it. As for coming to terms with mental struggles with this I really didn't unfortunately.
I still feel fat given the progress, and I'm not sure that feeling may ever go away, but I just kept telling myself this is something I had to do and will continue to do. Unfortunately exercise is more of a mental battle rather than physical

posted about a year ago
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