My hopes are gone. I can’t anymore. I just want to see my goat finally win something but I guess that’s never gonna happen. It hurts, it really does hurt to see them lose every games. I just have to accept that Chet and FNS needs Yay and Marved. I’m sick of it. I truested Ardiis but he betrayed me, or us rather. I am never gonna recover from this. I lost everything. Trust, hopes, all of it gone. It really hurts. That last round, as all of them die one by one I started tearing up. I’m just now sitting in the corner as I type all of these. Oh god, tears why won’t you stop falling. sniffs anyways thanks for reading all of this. I’ll go back to crying in the corner while room is locked. I won’t need sleep, food for 3 days. sigh WAAAAAAAAAAAHHH