Dear Aspas,
You still ain't called or wrote (https://www.vlr.gg/248768/aspas-come), I hope you have a chance. I ain't mad - I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans. If you didn't wanna talk to me outside stadium you didn't have to, but you could've signed an autograph for Matthew, that's my little brother man, he's only six years old. We waited in the heavy rain for you. For four hours and you just said, "No". That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fucking idol. He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do. I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to. Remember when we met in Sao Paulo - you said if I'd write you. You would write back - see I'm just like you in a way. I can relate to when you top frag and still lose. So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put your stream on 'cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed. I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest. Sometimes I even lose to see how it pains . It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me. See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it. My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7. But she don't know you like I know you Aspas, no one does, she don't know what it was like for people like us growing up you gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours,
Hard2Decipher
P.S. We should be together, too
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