gambling addiction

i need help, gambling ruined my life.
I lost all my friends, I am down so much money, I don't know what to do how to stop this. It gives me the rush excitement I want but leaves me depressed for a long time when I lose. I badly need to remove this shit in my brain because it keeps dragging and dragging me down. At first I thought it was just fun and games and nothing much of it, but the longer it goes, my life goes down with it.

If you can't control yourself，give money to your mom

get professional help

Try learning stochastic processes, lévy processes to help you better at assessing risks when betting

Any UPDATE ?

You should spend it on girls/boys, at least you are getting something out of it... I'm kidding. You should seek help, nothing wrong with seeking help when you need it.
I hope everything works out for you!

real shot at least from a financial aspect probably a fair shout to look at a way to limit cash flow. Maybe not full cut off but definitely hard cap the financial side to add some more stability. I know its available on a lot of betting apps and such if not separate account with limited amount transferred into it could be another option. Hope its looking better