This is your playstyle meta (util heavy less aim the way you like to play for yourself)
change your comps to play postplant heavy and use your brain
Eg:- on lotus change mada to raze and maybe try astra/viper in place of breach(breach is good but your defensive half sucks so all your calls like fight a, fight c everyone knows about it double controller is good you can fight a with tejo missile raze nade omen paranoia and can hold c with viper orb/molly and vyse thornes)