Today, I didn’t play Valorant. No RR gained, no progress toward reaching Radiant. I showered, like people kept telling me to. But the sound of the water was just a reminder of how quiet life feels without the grind. I went outside, but there’s no leaderboard for walking. If this is what 'getting a life' feels like, I want no part of it. The grind gave me purpose... Somebody queue me up before I lose my mind.