My friends all went to college and it lowkey made me realise that I never had friends to begin with other than this one guy who always comes home and drags me the fuck out to go cycling and shit. He is a nice guy even if he tries to be mean. He is the type of guy who tries to show that he doesn't care about you but he does. He deeply cares about you. I am grateful to have him.
All these people who promised me that they will call, text, it all is kind of empty and my issue is not with that. My issue is with the fact that they just lie all the time about calling me. I do miss them. I am a dumbass who tries to set time out for them when they are in town. I am ranting now but I will again. I wish I was better than this. I just miss us being friends.
If you don't have the time, say so. Why keep me waiting for a week or month or year...
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