valorant is gonna make me kill myself

its like bro I lose 2 games today to a streamer egirl getting boosted by a pro player smurfing, then I lose 1 game now because this retard in my team decide to solo kj ult into a fucking stack, throw the round and then play like a retard for the rest of the game . 12 games today and im 100 rr down from imm 2 to almost asc3.

im genuinly trrying to improve in the game, giving comms and trying to boost my teammates' morale when things go wrong and im grinding to go pro but the things that i see in this game are making me lose my hope in humanity.

i dont know how people can get to immortal without using 10% of their braincells, completely autopiloting every round and not thinking if what they are doing is a good play. its like this game is a game of percentages. you collect info on what the other team is doing and then do a play that is gonna work more often than not compared to other plays. I always have good reads on the enemy based on what I see but no matter what I cant have my teammates be on the same page as me and lose so many rounds where the enemy team is doing something super predictable.

idk why there is no platform like faceit so i can actually filter out the bots that are playing 2 games a week just to throw them and then actually play seriously with individuals who actually want to improve in this game, its just so hard man i dont know what to say, i hit a new peak rank in imm3 this 2 weeks but after once in a while i always end up in a losing streak losing like 7/8 of the games i play abnd i cant hit my peak again, fuck this game this game sucks

Hey I was the boosted egirl. You decided to jump for the raw chicken like a coward and we decided to snipe you.

stay strong bro competitive Valorant is a huge mental struggle. also ranks arent really a good indicative of your level of play especially if you want to go pro. im plat 3 so i know jackshit about the game but my advise would actually be for you to play less games a day. Playing a lot is important to get out of low elo but once you hit the immortals it really comes down to quality over quantity i think. good luck man

create a faceit

I feel you bro. I have been there. The only thing you can do is accept that you are not going to win this game. FF and start the next game.

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stay strong bro competitive Valorant is a huge mental struggle. also ranks arent really a good indicative of your level of play especially if you want to go pro. im plat 3 so i know jackshit about the game but my advise would actually be for you to play less games a day. Playing a lot is important to get out of low elo but once you hit the immortals it really comes down to quality over quantity i think. good luck man

ik ranks arent indicataive of anything, but if you want to play like a radiant, you have to play against radiants consistently and learn from them. Rn it feels like I keep playing against same leveled players all over again and not improving myself (and im literally playing against the same players past few days in morning queue since not many people queue at that time)