the craziest thing of all about me playing all the valorant i do is the fact that i enjoy it after all this time.
i used to think i didnt really enjoy it, and i was playing something all the time which i didnt even like. this was childish of me. the truth is i love valorant, i love swinging off my turret and one tapping someone and seeing a kill and an ult orb pop up. i LOVE when my raze ult hits and the little kill noise alarms. i enjoy winning rounds, i enjoy trying to hold site, i enjoy and crave all of it.
i think both are kind of sad, whether i enjoy it or not. i prefer this truth though. at least im having fun