Help me guys..my life is in shambles

So idk if this is the right place asking for help but my life these 2-3 days sucks..I am in a big depression and actually wanna kill myself. After I heard that Alfajer may be not able to get visa I went to the kitchen and took the knife, I wanted to stab myself in the neck but then I thought, what If he somehow gets the visa and fnatic plays with fullpower? Man I cant sleep these days, Im sweating and I have these panick attacks…Pls Alfajer dont do this to me I swear man..I cant see EMEA no fullpower again…I better end my life than see that.

#SavemylifeAlfajer

So idk if this is the right place asking for help but my life these 2-3 days sucks..I am in a big depression and actually wanna kill myself. After I heard that Alfajer may be not able to get visa I went to the kitchen and took the knife, I wanted to stab myself in the neck but then I thought, what If he somehow gets the visa and fnatic plays with fullpower? Man I cant sleep these days, Im sweating and I have these panick attacks…Pls Alfajer dont do this to me I swear man..I cant see EMEA no fullpower again…I better end my life than see that.

#SavemylifeAlfajer

alfajer? mwzera is the most gifted player in the world

You will never see performances like this from anyone else
It's the only player in the entire galaxy who is able to single handed destroy and take games for himself
https://www.vlr.gg/15735/team-vikings-vs-gamelanders-champions-tour-brazil-stage-2-challengers-2-main-event-winners-a/?game=all&tab=overview
https://www.vlr.gg/13025/gamelanders-vs-furia-champions-tour-brazil-stage-1-masters-tournament-sf/?game=23034&tab=overview

426 ACS in 26 round game versus sacy+saadhak on Haven
425 ACS versus FURIA on Icebox
I think it might be one of the most iconic performances of all time
It's not a 13-0 versus tier5 teams, you have to perform and destroy in literally every single round to have an ACS of 426 in a 30-round game
its so fucking impressive

Btw if we consider the entire VCT cirtuit of 2021, mwzera was statistically the best player of all regions as per, even better than cNed, ScreaM, Derke and TenZ
https://www.thespike.gg/stats/players?rounds=1400&region=all&date=all&map=all&agent=all&team_rank=50&series=121

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