I guess you just need to focus on enjoying your time with her and not always think about how this relationship will end up like

Narcissistic personality disorder — one of several types of personality disorders — is a mental condition in which people have an inflated sense of their own importance, a deep need for excessive attention and admiration, troubled relationships, and a lack of empathy for others.

Do you have any personality disorders? Peer support?
I have histrionical, narcissistic, avoidant and paranoid personality disorder. Sometimes i feel like a cursed child

Are there any German speakers here*

bro ur being so cool rn